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Breath of the Wild ~ a Log / CONTENTS [[+Artwork]]

Monday, August 31, 2020

Dark Ascent

Waking of Monday, April 22, 2019 ~ 4


I still stood on Zelda’s Bridge.
I was feeling pretty accomplished! and now didn’t quite know what to do with myself.

....

Well, I came here for the memory, and I got it.
But before I go, I want.... that. The highest tower.

....

I’m gonna go get it.
*
Okay, Revali’s Gale did not work from my position of clinging to the top of the spire—scrabbled to throw another A-press and paraglide anyway, from the spire atop Zelda’s Study to.... further in.
I couldn’t tell. Maybe I could, once, in another life. But at present I barely had a grasp of the castle’s interior, and a great deal of that was collapsing in ruin. The higher exterior was a Malice-tormented forest of spires, tiered cliffsides, battlements running from who knows to why not, and the mightiest of flying buttresses. For myself it was only a fretful, embered surreptition of climbing towers.... paragliding.... climbing towers again.... So much Malice.... the air so blustery.... and I always wondering whether a Guardian would target me at any moment....
The cross section of the roughly conical shape of the castle grounds was narrowing; I was definitely making progress. I paraglided again—Sanctum—the name of the new locale gleamed into terrible focus across my screen—“NO, I DON’T WANT THE SANCTUM!” I hollered as I sailed toward the fire-bright architecture glowing under the hellish sky. I was not ready for this.
I slammed into a wall and clung on for dear life and was afraid to touch the ground below me. Would it trigger something? Defying physics I demanded my way instead up over a horizontal battlement until I could stand again.
I did not want anywhere called a “Sanctum”.... Not now....
I kept climbing.
Oh my gosh I could see inside windows and places to go, a hole in the floor with a ladder leading down OH GOSH....
Oh, nope, nope, NOPE, NOPE! Nope, nope. Nope! NOPE! NOPE!
*
I got up on top of a tower with a busted top; the collapse was flat enough to stand on. I am so high up now. I could see the tops of those five columns.... Might even be able to paraglide to one of them, but.... NO, first....
>_<
Oh man....
Very close.... I was very close.... This seemed to be one of a handful of side towers encircling the uppermost central column of the castle’s architecture.
Okay help me, Revali....
And he did
OH!
GOT ON THE CENTRAL TOWER.
OKAY.
WOW.
OH MY GOHOHOSH, I COULD SEE THE WHOLE WORLD FROM HERE! So narrow, so open, so little to obstruct my views anymore.
All the Divine Beasts’ lasers were pointed right at me..... oh my gosh....
I kept climbing.... up the vertical stone, up the steep shingles.... It got cold, and on went one of my warming circlets.... Who built this spire? Did they freeze too?
“Vah Rudania.... Vah Naboris....” [waitthosetwoaren’tadjacent--] I named the distant, barely visible shapes as they passed under the orbit of my gaze, the ends of their lasers so MONUMENTALLY PRESENT. I kept climbing and looking and I looked up into the raging yellow-orange-fire sky and “WHAAAAT? WHAT IS THAT?
THERE IS A DARK BODY IN THE SKY. ROUND LIKE THE MOON. AN ECLIPSE? WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?
IT IS NEARLY MIDNIGHT. IS THAT THE BLOOD MOON?
OH MY GOSH.
“I GOTTA SEE IT.” I SAID LIKE IAN MALCOLM. I MEAN. UM. DAVID LEVINSON. JEFF GOLDBLUM.
IS EVERY NIGHT HERE A BLOOD MOON NIGHT?
MIDNIGHT STRIKES.
AND THEN THE DARK BODY TURNED WHITE AND SHRUNK BACK TO SIZE.
IT’S THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WHY IS THE SKY STILL SO RAGING?
I KEEP CLIMBING. THE LAST SPIRE’S BASE SO TOWERING AND STRANGE, LIKE A STACK OF ALTERNATING GEARS.
WHO ERECTED THIS TOWER?
AND THEN.... I SEE FLOWING LEAVES AND HEAR THAT LIGHT WOODEN CLATTERING AS I NEAR THE TOP.
Found you.”
I knew it.
I reached the final, heaven-piercing end of the highest spire on the tallest tower, and saddled into a hanging, one-handed cling. My gosh.
I examined the glittering dapple of leaves and woodwindwater sounds—and it was a Korok. Of course. Even here. Just between the beams of Vah Rudania and Vah.... Ruta, I think.
Oh my gosh, I could see the whole world. Everything.
Heuhuhuh! And on my map in the Castle Map, my location-indicator.... that little yellow arrow that showed where I was.... I looked like a flag on a pole.
Oh gosh....
The castle’s billowing Orchestra still blustered all around me like this hellish, hellish sky! What was up with this sky? The everpresent cloud wrack was driven endlessly tormented in unholy flames above my head. Day or night, it was always the beautiful, terrible color of fiery doom, blown on forever by forces unnatural.
So swept the Orchestra. Still pounding, still ringing, still tipping between the Ascending Organ of the Dark One, and the Lullaby of She who held him at bay. The tension between them still tautened on a rusty crank meant for torture before I realized—there was yet another theme there as well. One older even than Zelda’s Lullaby.
Those five notes ascending, springing like a flame, tonic to dominant, root to fifth—in minor this time. Preceded by those two hits that came clomping down like boots with something to say.
1__5__________1_1-2-3-4-5__________!
The Hero’s Theme.
My Theme.
And that made Three.
Should it have come as any surprise?
It pronounced its presence with a percussive flare, and swelled heroically with the string section, as though to proclaim its intention of slicing the ties and bringing this battle to rest one way or the other. Until at the cadence the Castle’s own theme cycled back round to take up the song again.
Like it does.
Should it have come as any surprise? That here in the Heart of Hyrule, here at the Crux of the Age, under the eyes of the Goddesses.... there would be Three.
There would always be Three voices in this Dreadful Dialogue.

....

I’d thought about the logging of this part, and had wanted to say that it wasn’t a Dreadful Dialogue after all, but a Dreadful Trialogue; but then I looked up the Greek roots, and the “dia” of “dialogue” actually meant “through” instead of “two”, and I was vexed by the thwartation and couldn’t bring myself to justify the pun.

The Princess and the King

Waking of Monday, April 22, 2019 ~ 3


The Princess and the King


I killed it. I killed the Flyer that had been circling the Princess’ adjoining tower. And a Turret that had targeted me from behind when I ventured out onto the bridge.

The memory was right there. I took a couple of pictographs, as I’d been doing at the site of every memory, but.... I didn’t recall it yet.

Instead I went across the way into.... Princess Zelda’s Study.

That’s what this tower was, was it?

There was a Silent Princess growing in here, springing up through the tumbled floorboards. I decided I would leave it alone.

And there was another diary—Princess Zelda’s research notes.

There were mentions of Impa, Purah, and Robbie, the discovery of the Sheikah Slate, and restoring functionality to it, and what it could do.... The Princess seemed particularly impressed that it could record images. Without the trained hand of an artist.

The research notes also mentioned the unearthing of the Guardians.... She said records indicated the Guardians were stored in five giant columns beneath the castle—[those things?]—But she said no matter how she looked, she could not locate these columns, and guessed they must have been buried deep.

Those giant columns.... I had seen a Guardian perched on top of one of them.... How were they even deployed? It must have been nightmarish.... All I could envision were Guardians spilling out the tops of those pillars like so many spiders.... and Castle Town.... wouldn’t have had a prayer.

I’d thought the mighty Pillars had aided somehow in containing Calamity Ganon, but.... maybe they were solely in Ganon’s power after all. They did glow red.... Maybe their massive presence and dark possession was the reason the Malice was so thick here to begin with....

In Zelda’s research notes again were recountings of the Champions mastering their Divine Beasts. Mipha had taken to it the fastest, heh....

And there was a passage regarding.... the Shrine of Resurrection.

I drew in a sharp breath when I read that.

She detailed its function and what it could do, but....

She hoped its power would not be needed.

....


When the time is right in the day, I will recall the memory.

But I fear this place.... It’s the wee hours now, but.... I have seen, every midnight, the air thickens....

Is every night a Blood Moon Night here?


Nice, this bridge. That Zelda should have a lovely walkway between her bedroom and her study. The views must have been glorious once. Now.... there’s just so much Malice....

I wait for the day to turn. I like to be in.... similar conditions. To the pictographs.


I climb the spire above her study—find a Korok!

Had to get on the far side so a Guardian wouldn’t see me from below. A decayed one, down on the circuiting road.


Oh the day is all dusk all day in this Malicious bluster....


The time is right. The ten o’clock hour in the morning and the shadows line up. I go back down onto the bridge.

Memory....


Zelda and I walked on the battlement in the sunlight, I in my same Blue Tunic and she in that beautiful long dress—wait no was it even the same one? But she was beautiful anyway, and—a Guardian! crawled on the grass down below, surrounded by attendant Sheikah tribesmen, seemingly leading it along.

Zelda leaned over the battlements and looked down on it.... fondly. And.... ughuh, it sent a squirm through my gut.

She was pleased that we’d come to a point where we could actually control them. But....

“What are you doing out here, Zelda?”

The voice was a man’s I hadn’t heard before. Deep, and gruff.

We turned.

The clothes were rich and exquisite. Guards flanked the doorway behind him.

It was....

King Rhoam.

I sank to one knee and bowed my head and did not move again.

But Zelda could only face him.

He.... tore into her.

He had told her to forget bothering with these ancient machines while she had an as yet unfulfilled duty to her kingdom!

She knew that—she knew

She brought up that she and I had only just been to the Spring of Courage, where she had poured out every ounce of her prayers to the Goddess—

“And yet you are back here, wasting your time!” the King held it in her face.

Zelda pressed that she was doing everything she could—there was nothing else she could do!

But the King was a hard man and he wouldn’t have it. “You must be single-minded in your training...” he went on again.

I did not move.

“Do you know what the rumormongers are calling you? They are saying that you are heir to a throne of nothing. Nothing but failure.” Some—such—words

The sting!

I.... could only draw my breath.

So harsh.

But could I blame him?

And could I blame her?

“But it is woven into your destiny to prove them wrong,” the King continued, and I sighed in gratitude at his grace.

But the King was still a hard man.

“As King, I forbid you to have anything more to do with these ancient machines. Do you understand?”

I had no power here.

And neither did the Princess, in the face of her father the King.

She was trapped.

“Yes,” she could only answer, while the Guradian only swiveled between its handlers down on the lawn....


The sound coming out of the memory was different this time.

I have all the memories now.

I have to go back to Impa.

....

And I need more arrows.

Privy Thoughts

Waking of Monday, April 22, 2019 ~ 2


Privy Thoughts


I looked around.

There was comfortable (albeit ruined) furniture, a bookshelf, a little dressing screen over on the other side—there was a chest behind it, but.... not yet—and.... the remains of what must have been a grandiose bed. But the upper canopy was collapsed down upon it. Wardrobe. More.... more furniture....

Was this.... Zelda’s room?


I read her diary.


The first entry:


After meeting with the Champions, I left

to research the ancient technology, but

nothing of note came of my research.


The return of Ganon looms—a dark force

taunting us from afar. I must learn all I

can about the relics so we can stop him.


If the fortune-teller’s prophecy is to be

believed, there isn’t much time left...


Fortune-teller?


Ah, but turning over these thoughts in

my head puts me ill at ease. I suppose

I should turn in for the night.


P.S. Tomorrow my father is assigning

HIM as my appointed knight...


Oh my gosh, she.... she hated me....


Next:


I set out for Goron City today to

make some adjustments to

Dvine Beast Vah Rudania.


I still recall feeling his eyes on me as I

walked ahead. The feeling stayed with

me so long, I grew anxious and weary.


I remembered that day! Walking along the little lake, what was its name?


It is the same feeling I’ve felt before in

his company... And still, not a word

passes his lips.


So I really am silent.


I never know what he’s thinking! [Oh, I must be infuriating!] It makes

my imagination run wild, guessing at

what he is thinking but will not say.


What does the boy chosen by the sword

that seals the darkness think of me?

Will I ever truly know?


She.... wanted to know what I thought of her?


Then, I suppose it’s simple. A daughter

of Hyrule’s royal family yet unable to

use sealing magic... He must despise me.


OHHHH NOOOOO no no no, Zelda, no!  D8  >__<  T__T Oh gosh I can’t


Next:


I said something awful to him today...


Eh? What.... could that have been?


My research was going nowhere. I was

feeling depressed, and I had told him

repeatedly not to accompany me.


But he did anyway, as he always does,

and so I yelled at him without restraint.


Could that have been.... at the Ancient Pillars, in Tabantha?


He seemed confused by my anger. I feel

terribly guilty...and that guilt only makes

me more agitated than I was before.


Is she going to muse on all the memories I’ve recovered?


Next:


I am unsure how to put today’s events

into words. Words so often evade me

lately, and now more than ever.


He saved me. Without a thought for his

own life, he protected me from the

ruthless blades of the Yiga Clan.


I remember.


Though I’ve been cold to him all this

time...taking my selfish and childish

anger out on him at every turn...


No, but you were always so weighed down.... with something....


Still, he was there for me. I won’t ever

forget that. Tomorrow, I shall apologize

for all that has transpired between us.


And then...I will try talking to him.

To Link. It’s worth a shot.


She called me by my name!


Next:


Bit by bit, I’ve gotten Link to open up

to me. [Uh! What does she remember that I don’t?] It turns out he’s quite a glutton. [WHAT?]

He can’t resist a delicious meal!


When I finally got around to asking why

he’s so quiet all the time, I could tell it

was difficult for him to say. But he did.


What.... did I say?

What did I say?


With so much at stake, and so many eyes

upon him [hahh, truly], he feels it necessary to stay

strong and to silently bear any burden.


I can accept that.


A feeling I know all too well... For him,

it has caused him to stop outwardly

expressing his thoughts and feelings.


I wonder what I had been like before, then.


I always believed him to be simply a

gifted person who had never faced a

day of hardship. How wrong I was...


You’ll feed my ego with talk like that, Princess.


Everyone has struggles that go unseen

by the world... I was so absorbed with

my own problems, I failed to see his.


Well.... to be honest I didn’t think much of yours with all I’ve had on my plate lately. I only knew something had been weighing on you.... and I only wondered why....


I wish to talk with him more and to see

what lies beneath those calm waters [heh, calm?],

to hear him speak freely and openly...


And perhaps I, too, will be able to bare

my soul to him and share the demons

that have plagued me all these years.


I wished you had....


Next:


Father scolded me again today. He told

me I am to have nothing more to do with

researching ancient technology.


The basis of the plan? But I can’t judge a king....


He insisted that I focus instead on

training that will help me awaken

my sealing magic.


That’s hard.


I was so frustrated and ashamed I could

not even speak. I’ve been training since

I was a child, and yet...


Mother passed the year before my

training was to begin. In losing her,

I lost not just a mother, but a teacher.


Oh Zelda....


Mother used to smile and tell me,

“Zelda, my love, all will be well in

the end. You can do anything.”


But she was wrong. [No.] No matter how I try

or how much time passes...the sealing

power that is my birthright evades me.


What does it even mean to be born Hylian Royalty?


Tomorrow I journey with Link to the

Spring of Power to train. But this, too,

will end in failure. Such is my curse.


No, Zelda, you’re not cursed!

I wish I could reach back and tell her so....


Next:


I had a dream last night... In a place

consumed by darkness, a lone woman

gazed at me, haloed by blinding light.


Oh.... I do like hearing about dreams. Did you know that about me?

Go on.


I sensed she was...not of this world.

I don’t know if she was a fairy or a

goddess, but she was beautiful.


Tell me.


Her lips spoke urgently, but her voice

did not reach me. Would I have heard

her if my power was awoken?


Or was my dream simply a manifestation

of my fears? I am sure I will know the

answer soon, whether I wish to or not...


Don’t let it worry you. Only take what you can from it. But you should never let a dream worry you.


Next:


I turned 17 today. [I remember this too!] That means this is the

day I will finally be allowed to train at the

Spring of Wisdom.


I’m suddenly just so grateful and admiring that the Princess kept a journal.


When Link arrives, we will set out for

Mount Lanayru. The other Champions

will accompany us there.


Oh no.

Is it the memory I’m thinking of?


I have not seen my father since he last

scolded me. [Oh no.] Things are too strained

now... I will meet with him when I return.


Oh no, oh no.... no....


...


Actually...I’ve had a horrible feeling ever

since that weird dream. No one would

believe a failure of a princess, but...


What is it? What did you do?


Right now, for no particular reason, I am

filled with a strange and terrible certainty

that something awful is about to happen.


....That was the end.


She never said what she might have done about that feeling.

Did she see her father again?

I tried to remember King Rhoam, so far away and long ago on the Great Plateau.

Did they part well?

I don’t know.

And now I’m here in.... what may very well have been Zelda’s bedroom.

The sun was sinking in a fiery radiance, beautiful despite the Malice dripping through the air, it set the room with a golden light.


I’ve got to kill that Guardian up top.... the Flyer.

There is a memory up there....